I am oldd!

Salam u olllsss....

I am old now... Its already 2015!

This year I am not in good health. A lot of stuff happening these past few month.

1. I fell down stairs....

Hurt my left knee and my Tab S s screen was broken. If I want to repair it I need to pay RM800. I don't have that extra money. So here I am with my old Note 1 LTe... Huhu...

2. BPpv- I have Vertigo. Waaa!

I just found out about it from my dr. I almost pass out in a shopping mall so I hurried and went to a clinic. I think thats why I fell down the stairs in the first place. Hmmm...

I try the Epley Maneuvre and I got massive headache and in the end I went to a clinic and got 4 shots. 1 is to take blood and another 3 is for my headache and giddiness and my double vision. I am better now but need to take care of myself. Considering to go to gym but work took a lot of my time. Hmm...

P/s: first time posting from note lte. Its quite fun actually. Hehu

August 2014

Well....

This is the first posting for 2014 and I'm quite ashamed because I left it idle for so long. Huhuuhuhu... No hard feelings???

I always said so many things happened when its been so long but for now I don't think that much had happened to me.

My father? He's getting better and had quit smoking for good. He's much healthier now.

Me?

I'm on a diet. Its the Atkin's Diet. I had follow it for 5 days now and I already lost 4 kilogram.  In paun??? 8 lbs... quite a lot right. I'm shocked too.

Before this on 2010 I've also done the Atkin's Diet but I only lost 10 kg for 3 months....  Then, because my mother thought I'm doing an extreme diet, she forced me to eat rice. Since then, I can't get away from carbohydrate.... Haha...

Now, is the 2nd round and I hope I can stick to it. InsyaaAllah.......

Why I went on a diet?

Simple.

I want to wear clothes that makes me look good but I don't feel good when I have too many fats on me. Right? XD

ZZzzzzzz~

Its 1.17 a.m. here and I'm so sleepy I could sleep in an instant.

Hope to write again soon.

Salam u oollllssssss

P/s: Need to shed 20 kg???????? OMG!

Where's my car????

Salam u olls~~

Hehu~~~ I am a bit flustered today. I was trying to find my car!

To make it short, today I went to a mall to eat Sushi with my lil bro. He was craving for it while I am also craving for some Mocha Frappucino~~~ *Starbuck! (This is not a promotion XD)

So, we went  there. After we ate and buy Mocha (yummy~~~~), and some games for my lil bro's PSP, we went to the parking lot. I remember the number on the wall... It was 150 something. But when I search for my car, I can't seem to find it. I think we search around and around at least 10 times when suddenly I remembered. I didn't park on that floor..... It was on another floor. Silly me. Huhuhuhuhuhuhu......

My lil bro seems exhausted. Sorry bro~~~~ :p

 Well, I hope I learned my lesson. Pay attention on your surrounding. Hihi...

Owh, another thing is that I hope you click this link:

http://www.theweeklypay.com/index.php?share=144301

I don't know either this thing will work or not. When you click it, I'll get extra $10. I have to wait until I got $300 then I can request for payment. 

In order to request it, I need to answer some survey. 

If you join in, you will have $25 ready in it. Then you need other people to click or visit your link. I mean website.

I am currently at $75. Still a long way to go.

I hope it works! If not, I will let you know.

Other than that, I am also selling a product call PhytoCell Double Stemcell. It is really good for the skin and also for your health. 

1 packet (14 sachet) = RM250.

2 packet( 28 sachet) = RM500

But, you will only have to pay RM270 to become a member and you will receive 2 packet of the product worth RM500.  So, after this, you can buy the product at member's price! If you are interested, please tell me.

P/s: Suddenly becoming a salesman. I mean saleswoman. Hehu~~~~

Can I have extra money??

Salam u olls~~~

I'm in the mode of making extra money. It's not that I'm getting married or anything. Its just simply to have extra money in case of emergency....

I just join this thing today. I don't know either it will work or not.

I hope you click this link. Because when you click it I'll get extra $10 for each click. You can even join in.

If its okay, and I got the money, I'll tell you. Ok?

Click it here:

http://www.theweeklypay.com/index.php?share=144301


P/s: Finding work to do during holidays... Huhu

Do not steal. Pay.

Salam u ollss~~

Today I want to talk about I/C (identification card). My lil brother had just turned 12 so our family went to JPN to get him his I/C~~ Pretty excited... Because I'm also changing my I/C.

Supposedly done when I'm 18 but only now I got a chance to renew it.... Hehu..... (excuse, excuse,excuse.....)

But I don't want to talk about the process. Its just that I want to talk about a person that my mum and I met while waiting for my father and my lil bro settled the card.

Its a women. Age 40+ if I'm not mistaken. She was asking my mum to help her fill in the form. She is illiterate. My mum did not have her glass on so she asked me to do it. I helped her fill in the form. It was not for her, she wanted to renew the birth certificate of her daughter who now stayed in Indonesia. She was a permanent resident here in Malaysia but her daughter is considered as a citizen.

I pitied her because she came alone without anyone accompanying her. She was not shy in asking for help and telling the truth about her being illiterate. I really respect her for that. At first glance she seemed timid but upon hearing her story about how her husband just went missing with another women and she had to take care of all her daughters by herself were remarkable.

Then we say our farewell and she seemed happy holding the new birth certificate. She wanted to bring her daughter to Malaysia and get her own I/C. I hope she is fine.

Even though it was brief, but it teaches me to be humble and do not judge by their appearance.

 Hm.... talking bout appearance.... Another story to tell.... Huhu

After my father and my lil bro finished, we went to a shopping complex. I went into a shop. It sell lot of things. After I had chosen a few things of my own, I went to the cashier but nobody was there so I waited a bit. While waiting, I saw a women. She was taking something from the shelves and put it in her plastic bag. She have two huge plastic bags.

I was shocked.

Did I witnessed someone stealing? Or was it just my eyes playing tricks at me. Then came the cashier. I decided to tell the cashier about the women. She was shocked. She repeatedly ask me what are the things that the women took. I told her that I did not know because it happen too fast and I hope she can keep an eye at her. While we are talking, the women still walked around in the shop. Alone.

Then the cashier told me that the shop was new so there were no CCTV installed yet and she will keep an eye on that lady. Then, I left the shop after paying for the things I buy.

I don't know what happen to them after that. The women who walk into the shop dressed nicely so it would be a shock to know she was stealing things from there. Hu~~~ Ottoke???

First time seeing something like that and I cannot believe how calm that women look. As if nothing happen. As if its normal to steal...

P/s: Woman? Women?

Bitter sweet memories??

Salam u olls~~

Sounds like I'm happy right. I am right now because its school holiday!!! Hehu....

So many things happened and for those who are curious bout my father, he still did not undergo any operation. Supposedly done but the doctors gave us a new date. On 5 December. Hu~~  Luckily I'll be here beside him when the time comes. In Shaa Allah.

Well2.. Other than bout my father, so many other things happened. So we will go one by one won't we? XD

1. Kids Are Attracted To Me???
I had just came out from a bank and went inside my car with my friend when there was a knocking on my door. When I looked out, there was a little girl in a primary school uniform smiling brightly at me. She waved at me while mouthing 'cikgu'. 'Cikgu' means teacher. I'm a bit shocked. How did she knew I was a teacher. Plus I am a secondary teacher. I don't teach cute kids. I teach charming and beautiful teenagers. I just wave back and smile while saying to my friend that maybe she mistook me with her teacher. Then she went inside her car which her mother drove while smiling and waving at me. She even pointed for her mother to me. I guess she said I'm her teacher. Huhu.... Funny girl.

On another event on 8 Nov, my family and I went to a restaurant. I just fly from Bintulu to KL. I am famished. Hu~ While talking to my family, suddenly a small hand handed me the menu. I quickly turn around and saw a cute boy. 3 to 4 years old I think. He was showing the menu. So I 'teach' him bout the picture in the menu and this little boy just follow everything that I said. Then he went away. After 5 to 10 minutes he came back and hand me the menu again. So I teach him again until a waiter took him away. Hahaha... I think its the owner's child. Such a good kid. Try to learn his family business.

Its weird when suddenly some child acknowledge when adults don't. But my stress went away. Its a good experience.

2. Good Soul
When I was in the flight from Bintulu to KL, I was a bit hungry plus sleepy. I did not buy the flight meal beforehand so I had to buy it in the flight. I browsed the menu and quickly take out RM20 note and went to sleep. Huhu... Sound ridiculous. FYI, I sit next to the window so there were a married Chinese couple next to me. Suddenly I felt like there was someone wakening me up. It was the Chinese lady beside me. She was smiling and gesturing towards the air stewardess. She knew I want to buy food because of the money I'm holding. Its funny but I felt really grateful at her. I just smile at her and buy the food. After we ate our food, we started talking. She was 42 but she looks young. Her husband and her are going for a holiday in KL while their children are away. I understand her. Its a good opportunity for them to be alone. :)
What I want to say is, she have a good soul and she notice me. Not everyone cared about their surrounding but she does. It makes me happy to meet this good soul. I hope I have one too. Amin.
Bless her and her family.

3. Camping
Our school had our camping last week. It was a blast and I learned a lot as a teacher. But what I want to share is bout mystery things that happen during the camping.

At one event, I was a DO (duty officer) with another female teacher. I was half asleep during that time due to the activities that had been conducted in the morning. I felt someone pull my left shoulder until I was half turn when I suddenly became aware of my surrounding. There was no one behind me and my partner was sound asleep. I don't feel scared but I am aware that it wasn't only me and my partner there so I quickly wake my partner up.I did not tell her until much later.

In another event, we did a roll-call to the female participants. After all the participants went to the assembly site, suddenly my partner told me that she heard the Adzhan. Adzhan is a recitation by a Muslim calling for others to pray. The weird thing was, it was 2.00 a.m. It was not a suitable time for the Adzhan and it came from the forest behind the female participant's camp site. I told her to not say anything and we just went to the assembly site. It was as if there was nothing happen.

I also heard from another teacher that her students heard my partner voice in the middle of the night. But when I think back, during that time we went back to our own home because it was other teacher's night duty. So... whose voice was it???? Huhu....

P/s: Well... That's all for now. If I have more stories to share. :) Salam.



  

At home

Salam u olls...

I'm feeling a bit better but worse things are yet to come.

My father will have his surgery this coming Monday 28 Oct.

I'll be flying home this Monday 28 Oct.

My younger brother will start doing his practical this Monday 28 Oct.

I know my mum will be stressed out this Monday 28 Oct.

Because we won't be beside her and our father.

My father really wanted me to be there but I can't because my leave are already finished by that time.

It sucks!

I think I'll be crying in the flight. 

When I came home, I am glad that my father was looking better. Better than what my lil bro had told me.

My mum warn me that my father was a bit sensitive right now because she won't allow my father to smoke at all.

My mum lost so much weight in so little time because she's worried for my father.

Right now is the 5th day my father quit smoking (I don't know until when). But, I'm proud of him. Its like a giant leap to be able to quit smoking just like that. I know he's still in shock knowing about his illness but I know he's also thankful for knowing it earlier. He never had any chest pain before.

Alhamdulillah. Thank God.

Can you pray for my father this coming Monday. I won't be there beside him but I hope our prayer are heard.

I hope I won't cry.

P/s: Can you pray with me? Thank you. Only God will repay all your kindness...

Crying Week

Salam u olls~~~

Well,

I'm sad right now. Sad things happen in so little time.

It's because of my dear father.

My father had his medical check up done and doc found out that he had irregular heartbeat.

So, my father made an appointment with the doc in HUKM. He have to go through an angiogram (was the spelling correct???) test.

I hate the result.

One of his artery is fully clogged and another one is 50% clogged.

When I know the result I felt very sad. Mix of emotions.

I'm glad that we found out early.
I'm sad because I'm miles away from him.
I'm afraid because it means he need an operation.
I'm miserable thinking bout food that he needs to avoid.
and
I'm hopeful that maybe this is a wakeup call for my father to stop smoking.

I won't lie. I cry.

I'm a spoil daughter. I won't deny it.

Pity my dear mother. I know she felt sad and afraid when the result came in. She had to make her friend drove her to the hospital. During that time she was at home with my youngest brother while my father at the hospital with my younger brother.

Right now I'm writing in my bedroom. One hour after this I'll be flying home to my family. My boss said to me, go back and give him my morale support. I know I will.

 P/s: Will you pray with me? Pray that my father will be healthy again. I'm still sad.

My distance cousin gittew~~~

Salam u olls...

Just want to share with you...

My friend whom I've known for 7 years with her wacky and funny attitude was actually my distant cousin???!!!

It took me 7 years to figure it out. Hehu~~

I'm happy actually.

And double happiness.... She just gave birth to a baby gurl today. So cute!

I ask her what does it felt like to gave birth because this is her first child.

Her answer makes me scared....

She said,

Its as if you were being run over a train over and over again but didn't die.....

.......

P/s: Scared.....

Are You From America?

Salam u olls~~~

I'm a bit confused. I look at my blog statistic and found that I have readers from America. Is it accurate? I meant the blog statistics. If it real then....

Nice To Meet You ^_^

P/s: I'm flattered.... Anyway, do any of you know Park Yerin???

Selamat Hari Raya in advance~~~~

Salam u olls~~~

Just want to wish in advance~~ Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!!!

P/s: Wishing you now because later on we will go back to our village in Negeri Sembilan. The line is terrible there~~~

Nescafe... Mocha... Teh o Ais....

Salam u olls~~~

Craving for some caffeine right now. Luckily my bro wanted to go out to buy his top-up so I asked hi to buy me one lorh....

I asked him to buy me a nescafe~~~


After a while, I asked my younger brother to make me iced tea... I'm becoming forgetful.... Hu~~ I forgot about the Nescafe~~~ Luckily my lil bro remember and reminded me bout it.

Now, I'm waiting desperately (wow) for my bro to come back with the Nescafe~~~

Berapa banyak lah nak mention pasal Nescafe ni.... Huhuuhu

P/s: I'm still waiting~~

Samsung Galaxy Grand

Salam u olls~~~


I'm already at home to celebrate Aidiladha with my family~~~ Yey!

First thing first, bukan nak promote ye... Just sharing today's story.

Yesterday, my family and I went to a Western Restaurant.... My father treat us dinner... I love my chicken chop with black pepper sauce! Yummy~

Then we went for a walk and my mum decide to buy my father a case for his hp. I told her not to because I had saved up my money to buy him a surprise gift. I told her not to told my father but the next day, he already knows! wA~~~ kantOi sudah ^_^

So today we went to a mall together with mia bros to buy my father belated birthday present.

I told him to choose a hand phone. And yep, he chose Samsung Galaxy Grand.

He did not really show it but I know he is really happy! My mother said so. I'm also happy for him. He had done many things for us but never expect anything from us. So, this is one of my way to show I love him. <3 p="">
Well, my younger brother had taken advantage of me. He also wanted a new hp and walla! He got one for himself. He's so slick! Bak kata mak, pandai sangat silat kuntau... Pandai take advantage.  Hahahaha! He got himself a Sony Xperia J....

Now, everybody in my family used Samsung phone... Except my mother and my bro. Xpe, if God permit, I'll buy one for my mum next time. InshaAllah :)

P/s: I'll take a photo of all the phone we used and post it here <= macam takde keje kan? Lalalala~~

Wassup?!

Salam u olls....

I'm sorry for being lazy... Hehe....

Again, update... I hate this word.... I know maybe some of you hate it too.... Kiter geng! Haha!

Currently I'm a home. Reading all the posts that I had put here. Trying to make up my mind either to put my picture on rather than this cartoon thingy... Hehu....

Well, after this post I'll put mine on. Pronto!

Hm...

So many things happen nowadays.

1. Just finished PMR right? I replaced my friend as 'Pengawas PMR' because she had been transferred to Kuching. Lucky her. Now she is near her husband and in two months time they will have their first baby. I miss you so much dear. Dah bersalin nanti insyaAllah I'll visit her if God permits.

2. Buying too many tickets in one go. Wu.... For Aidiladha, I accidentally bought two tickets. One from MAS and one from AA. How did I do it? You don't wanna know..... hu~ So, my friend advised me to put the MAS as an open ticket. I'll do it tomorrow. I hope I can make it because I have extra class with 4A.

3. Loving my new car so much. I try to take care of it but somehow it always become dirty. There was once I tried to wash it myself. Even though satisfied, I spend more than 2 hours on it! Fully exhausted but felt accomplished.

4. My friends and I talk about things we want to do during the end year holiday. I know I don't have many skills. I'm thinking of learning how to make Baju Kurung this holiday but I know that maybe I won't do it... Haha.... Can you teach me?

5. My students said that I look prettier now. I jokingly answered that I'm a witch. Hahaha... The older I get, the prettier I'll be. Hahaha.. Dah tahap merepek la pulak. They just laugh at me. But I like it. :P

6. In one month time, there will be MAPC. Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan Pelajar kali ke-3. I'm just an 'AJK Buku Program' <- and="" but="" co-curricular="" english.="" focus="" had="" i="" in="" it="" lazy="" marks.="" more="" my="" need="" on="" p="" pbs="" s="" settled="" student="" to="" too="" translate="" work="">
7. Right now at FB, my older brother played tricks at me.... Hahaha! Super hilarious!! Miss you bro!

P/s: Tengah bengang terkena perangai abang. Tapi lawak giler.... Hahahaha! Only those who have my FB knows.... :P

So, I see you soon~~

BTW, I have new laptop u c... That's why I felt like typing here... Jahatnye niat! Hehu~~

Salam.

Surprise... surprise....

Salam U ollssss~~~~

Hehu~~~~

I'm back....

Right now I'm super busy with marking the exam papers.... 150 scripts times 2.... 300 scripts! Yikes!

Next week are the last week of school before holiday comes and greet us... I seriously need to spend time with my family and also shopping!

Shopping for my camping that is....

What camping??

Its actually "Perkhemahan KRS & Badan Uniform NGO Peringkat Negeri Sarawak" in Serian this coming April.

I am one of the "Jurulatih Pengiring". I hope I will do well... I mean us..... Hehu~~~

I need to shop becoz my shoes are hideously unwearable....

There are other things that are also needed but I don't think I had to blab it all here rite....?

That's all. Need to go back to marking mood...

Bye u ollss.... ^_^

P/s: Miss my family so much!

Sorry~~~~

Dear u ollss~~~

 

I'm sorry for not updating my blog... and I've no excuse for it... Just extremely busy this past few days... 

So, what's up??

Well, to tell you the truth, too many things are happening this Jan and Feb... I really hope March will bring more positive aura to it... hehu....

Right now I'm a bit busy with KRS marching competition... I really hope our school would win because they had practice and practice even though its quite hot this couple few days.

The commitment students are showing really move me. If they commit themselves like this, I think there would be no doubt that they can succeed in life. If God permits... Insyaa Allah.

Today for KRS practice, they try on the green 'tudung'. Mind you, 90% of them are non-muslim but they wanted to be uniform so they decided to wear it. Its quite funny when I help them trying on the 'tudung'. Some of them are laughing because they never wear one before and some of them felt ticklish when they try to put it on. When the commandant give orders,  they became a bit blurred because they are still not used in wearing the 'tudung'. Its better if they get used now then later on during the competition. Hu~~~~

I am teaching form 1, 2 and 4 this year... Never teach form 1 before so the teaching is quite different than the upper form. 

Owh, I forgot. Form 1 means students who are 13 years old. Form 2 (14y.o) and Form 4 (16 y.o)...

mentioning it because maybe some of you do not know.

 

 I am also a class teacher of Form 1... The noisiest and naughtiest class..... (what am I getting into?????) Hahahaa.....

I hope they will learn how to behave with my guidance. Insyaa Allah... Pray for me will you?? :)

 Owh!! I forgot... Year 2013~~~ My wishlist.... Hm.... Hm....

I wish that I will do a better job this year....

I wish I will be a better teacher...

I wish I will be a better friend....

I wish I will be a better daughter...

I wish I will be a better sister....

I wish I will be a better muslimah.... 

I know God loves me, that's why HE did not take my life yet during the accident. I know God have a plan for me, I have Faith....

 

P/s: I wish I will find my knight in shining armor.... Lalala~~~ 

 

Another update! Update!

Salam u ollss~~~

How are you?? Fine thank you??? (Macam x pandai BI je kan :P)

So, there was a lot happened to me between my last post and now... I can't really explained all of it but I'll keep it simple~ So enjoy~~~

Update!

1. When going back 2 Bintulu, there was tons of things to settle before I can have my peace of mind.... So right now its settled already. Yahoo!

2. My shoulder still hurts but not so much so Alhamdulillah~~

3. I'm at KL now. Back to my home sweet home~

4. Happy Deepavali to all my Hindus friends. Have a happy holiday!

5. Happy Awal Muharam to all my friends! Its a beginning of  a new year. Open a new book. May we be better than before. Amin.

6. I book myself a new car. YES! A NEW Car! YEYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! My very first car that is actually mine! What kind of car? A Perodua MYvi SE 1.5~~ Color??? Of coz PURPLE~~~~~

7. I also bought myself a PB. Its a corset actually.... Premium Beautiful corset. I'll explain later on in my next post. :P

8. More than 5 of my friends had invited me to come to their wedding! Oh my~~~ What am I going to do????

That's all for now.... :)

P/s: New year and new wishes! Hm..... Old wishes still not being fulfilled~~~ OMG~~~

Trippin' y'all~~

Salam u olls~~~

Have you embarrassed yourself in front of other people? In front of strangers??

Well...

Today I have.... and its really embarrassing plus hurts plus weird~~~

Hehe.. Y??

Its embarrassing cos' it happened at Bintulu airport. After the arrival, we had to climb up a few stairs and at the last stair I trip! I TRIP!

It really hurts me a lot cos' I try to stop my fall with my right hand where I had the shoulder injury....
I try not to scream because I don't want others to be startled... Then I hurried walking up the stairs as if its nothing... Huhu~~

It felt weird because seconds before I trip, I actually said to myself better not to trip on this stairs and bam! I trip...  Mulut masin ke??? (In Malay, mulut masin literally means salty mouth but the actual meaning was someone who after his/her talk about something, it will really happen!)

Hu~~~ So I'm trippin' y'all~~~ Hehehe

P/s: R u trippin'? Hehe~

Finally~~

Salam u olls~~~

Finally I'm back in Bintulu~~ Land of oils~~~~ Huhuhu

Start working again this coming Thursday so I hope I am well enough for it...

So many things to do but so little time.

I hope I can do well~~~ Lalalala~~~ ( a little bit 'weng'~~)

I've stated earlier that I want to change my blog's layout but... I can't come out with a beautiful color other than purple so... I'm stick with this layout for the time being... Hehu~

Today while walking into the LCCT airport, I buy myself an ice-cream~~~ Oreo Mcflurry that is... So yummy~~~

While walking around eating the ice-cream, there was one person trying to sell me a book.... Then I remembered something.... My mum said, not to talk to strangers.... Huhuu... So I just wave him away....

Then while I'm still walking around eating ice-cream, the same person came near me and try to sell the book again and I wave him away....

Is it because I'm alone, that's why he's trying his luck with me?? I don't have the answer. He does rite??

P/s: I miss my lil bro~~~~

V.I.P

Salam u olls~~~

Its kind of unfair for me if I don't mention about Big Bang~~~

Not the Big Bang Theory....

But the Korean singers where their group name's are Big Bang!

They had concert here last Saturday... I'm sorry I don't go to their concert coz... you see.... I am not in a good condition.... Wa~~~~~~~

I hope they come to Malaysia again after this and I promise myself that I'll go... If God permits.....

                                  

My fave among them?? Of coz G-Dragon~~~ The leader~~~ Don't ask me why coz I won't tell... Hehu~~~~

                                  

P/s: I am one of your V.I.Ps~~~~