Salam u olls...
I'm feeling a bit better but worse things are yet to come.
My father will have his surgery this coming Monday 28 Oct.
I'll be flying home this Monday 28 Oct.
My younger brother will start doing his practical this Monday 28 Oct.
I know my mum will be stressed out this Monday 28 Oct.
Because we won't be beside her and our father.
My father really wanted me to be there but I can't because my leave are already finished by that time.
It sucks!
I think I'll be crying in the flight.
When I came home, I am glad that my father was looking better. Better than what my lil bro had told me.
My mum warn me that my father was a bit sensitive right now because she won't allow my father to smoke at all.
My mum lost so much weight in so little time because she's worried for my father.
Right now is the 5th day my father quit smoking (I don't know until when). But, I'm proud of him. Its like a giant leap to be able to quit smoking just like that. I know he's still in shock knowing about his illness but I know he's also thankful for knowing it earlier. He never had any chest pain before.
Alhamdulillah. Thank God.
Can you pray for my father this coming Monday. I won't be there beside him but I hope our prayer are heard.
I hope I won't cry.
P/s: Can you pray with me? Thank you. Only God will repay all your kindness...
24 Oktober 2013
22 Oktober 2013
Crying Week
Salam u olls~~~
Well,
I'm sad right now. Sad things happen in so little time.
It's because of my dear father.
My father had his medical check up done and doc found out that he had irregular heartbeat.
So, my father made an appointment with the doc in HUKM. He have to go through an angiogram (was the spelling correct???) test.
I hate the result.
One of his artery is fully clogged and another one is 50% clogged.
When I know the result I felt very sad. Mix of emotions.
I'm glad that we found out early.
I'm sad because I'm miles away from him.
I'm afraid because it means he need an operation.
I'm miserable thinking bout food that he needs to avoid.
and
I'm hopeful that maybe this is a wakeup call for my father to stop smoking.
I won't lie. I cry.
I'm a spoil daughter. I won't deny it.
Pity my dear mother. I know she felt sad and afraid when the result came in. She had to make her friend drove her to the hospital. During that time she was at home with my youngest brother while my father at the hospital with my younger brother.
Right now I'm writing in my bedroom. One hour after this I'll be flying home to my family. My boss said to me, go back and give him my morale support. I know I will.
P/s: Will you pray with me? Pray that my father will be healthy again. I'm still sad.
Well,
I'm sad right now. Sad things happen in so little time.
It's because of my dear father.
My father had his medical check up done and doc found out that he had irregular heartbeat.
So, my father made an appointment with the doc in HUKM. He have to go through an angiogram (was the spelling correct???) test.
I hate the result.
One of his artery is fully clogged and another one is 50% clogged.
When I know the result I felt very sad. Mix of emotions.
I'm glad that we found out early.
I'm sad because I'm miles away from him.
I'm afraid because it means he need an operation.
I'm miserable thinking bout food that he needs to avoid.
and
I'm hopeful that maybe this is a wakeup call for my father to stop smoking.
I won't lie. I cry.
I'm a spoil daughter. I won't deny it.
Pity my dear mother. I know she felt sad and afraid when the result came in. She had to make her friend drove her to the hospital. During that time she was at home with my youngest brother while my father at the hospital with my younger brother.
Right now I'm writing in my bedroom. One hour after this I'll be flying home to my family. My boss said to me, go back and give him my morale support. I know I will.
P/s: Will you pray with me? Pray that my father will be healthy again. I'm still sad.
17 Oktober 2013
My distance cousin gittew~~~
Salam u olls...
Just want to share with you...
My friend whom I've known for 7 years with her wacky and funny attitude was actually my distant cousin???!!!
It took me 7 years to figure it out. Hehu~~
I'm happy actually.
And double happiness.... She just gave birth to a baby gurl today. So cute!
I ask her what does it felt like to gave birth because this is her first child.
Her answer makes me scared....
She said,
Its as if you were being run over a train over and over again but didn't die.....
.......
P/s: Scared.....
Just want to share with you...
My friend whom I've known for 7 years with her wacky and funny attitude was actually my distant cousin???!!!
It took me 7 years to figure it out. Hehu~~
I'm happy actually.
And double happiness.... She just gave birth to a baby gurl today. So cute!
I ask her what does it felt like to gave birth because this is her first child.
Her answer makes me scared....
She said,
Its as if you were being run over a train over and over again but didn't die.....
.......
P/s: Scared.....
13 Oktober 2013
Are You From America?
Salam u olls~~~
I'm a bit confused. I look at my blog statistic and found that I have readers from America. Is it accurate? I meant the blog statistics. If it real then....
I'm a bit confused. I look at my blog statistic and found that I have readers from America. Is it accurate? I meant the blog statistics. If it real then....
Nice To Meet You ^_^
P/s: I'm flattered.... Anyway, do any of you know Park Yerin???
Selamat Hari Raya in advance~~~~
Salam u olls~~~
Just want to wish in advance~~ Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!!!
P/s: Wishing you now because later on we will go back to our village in Negeri Sembilan. The line is terrible there~~~
Just want to wish in advance~~ Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!!!
P/s: Wishing you now because later on we will go back to our village in Negeri Sembilan. The line is terrible there~~~
Nescafe... Mocha... Teh o Ais....
Salam u olls~~~
Craving for some caffeine right now. Luckily my bro wanted to go out to buy his top-up so I asked hi to buy me one lorh....
I asked him to buy me a nescafe~~~
After a while, I asked my younger brother to make me iced tea... I'm becoming forgetful.... Hu~~ I forgot about the Nescafe~~~ Luckily my lil bro remember and reminded me bout it.
Now, I'm waiting desperately (wow) for my bro to come back with the Nescafe~~~
Berapa banyak lah nak mention pasal Nescafe ni.... Huhuuhu
P/s: I'm still waiting~~
Craving for some caffeine right now. Luckily my bro wanted to go out to buy his top-up so I asked hi to buy me one lorh....
I asked him to buy me a nescafe~~~
After a while, I asked my younger brother to make me iced tea... I'm becoming forgetful.... Hu~~ I forgot about the Nescafe~~~ Luckily my lil bro remember and reminded me bout it.
Now, I'm waiting desperately (wow) for my bro to come back with the Nescafe~~~
Berapa banyak lah nak mention pasal Nescafe ni.... Huhuuhu
P/s: I'm still waiting~~
12 Oktober 2013
Samsung Galaxy Grand
Salam u olls~~~
I'm already at home to celebrate Aidiladha with my family~~~ Yey!
First thing first, bukan nak promote ye... Just sharing today's story.
Yesterday, my family and I went to a Western Restaurant.... My father treat us dinner... I love my chicken chop with black pepper sauce! Yummy~
Then we went for a walk and my mum decide to buy my father a case for his hp. I told her not to because I had saved up my money to buy him a surprise gift. I told her not to told my father but the next day, he already knows! wA~~~ kantOi sudah ^_^
So today we went to a mall together with mia bros to buy my father belated birthday present.
I told him to choose a hand phone. And yep, he chose Samsung Galaxy Grand.
He did not really show it but I know he is really happy! My mother said so. I'm also happy for him. He had done many things for us but never expect anything from us. So, this is one of my way to show I love him. <3 p="">
Well, my younger brother had taken advantage of me. He also wanted a new hp and walla! He got one for himself. He's so slick! Bak kata mak, pandai sangat silat kuntau... Pandai take advantage. Hahahaha! He got himself a Sony Xperia J....
Now, everybody in my family used Samsung phone... Except my mother and my bro. Xpe, if God permit, I'll buy one for my mum next time. InshaAllah :)
P/s: I'll take a photo of all the phone we used and post it here <= macam takde keje kan? Lalalala~~
I'm already at home to celebrate Aidiladha with my family~~~ Yey!
First thing first, bukan nak promote ye... Just sharing today's story.
Yesterday, my family and I went to a Western Restaurant.... My father treat us dinner... I love my chicken chop with black pepper sauce! Yummy~
Then we went for a walk and my mum decide to buy my father a case for his hp. I told her not to because I had saved up my money to buy him a surprise gift. I told her not to told my father but the next day, he already knows! wA~~~ kantOi sudah ^_^
So today we went to a mall together with mia bros to buy my father belated birthday present.
I told him to choose a hand phone. And yep, he chose Samsung Galaxy Grand.
He did not really show it but I know he is really happy! My mother said so. I'm also happy for him. He had done many things for us but never expect anything from us. So, this is one of my way to show I love him. <3 p="">
Well, my younger brother had taken advantage of me. He also wanted a new hp and walla! He got one for himself. He's so slick! Bak kata mak, pandai sangat silat kuntau... Pandai take advantage. Hahahaha! He got himself a Sony Xperia J....
Now, everybody in my family used Samsung phone... Except my mother and my bro. Xpe, if God permit, I'll buy one for my mum next time. InshaAllah :)
P/s: I'll take a photo of all the phone we used and post it here <= macam takde keje kan? Lalalala~~
09 Oktober 2013
Wassup?!
Salam u olls....
I'm sorry for being lazy... Hehe....
Again, update... I hate this word.... I know maybe some of you hate it too.... Kiter geng! Haha!
Currently I'm a home. Reading all the posts that I had put here. Trying to make up my mind either to put my picture on rather than this cartoon thingy... Hehu....
Well, after this post I'll put mine on. Pronto!
Hm...
So many things happen nowadays.
1. Just finished PMR right? I replaced my friend as 'Pengawas PMR' because she had been transferred to Kuching. Lucky her. Now she is near her husband and in two months time they will have their first baby. I miss you so much dear. Dah bersalin nanti insyaAllah I'll visit her if God permits.
2. Buying too many tickets in one go. Wu.... For Aidiladha, I accidentally bought two tickets. One from MAS and one from AA. How did I do it? You don't wanna know..... hu~ So, my friend advised me to put the MAS as an open ticket. I'll do it tomorrow. I hope I can make it because I have extra class with 4A.
3. Loving my new car so much. I try to take care of it but somehow it always become dirty. There was once I tried to wash it myself. Even though satisfied, I spend more than 2 hours on it! Fully exhausted but felt accomplished.
4. My friends and I talk about things we want to do during the end year holiday. I know I don't have many skills. I'm thinking of learning how to make Baju Kurung this holiday but I know that maybe I won't do it... Haha.... Can you teach me?
5. My students said that I look prettier now. I jokingly answered that I'm a witch. Hahaha... The older I get, the prettier I'll be. Hahaha.. Dah tahap merepek la pulak. They just laugh at me. But I like it. :P
6. In one month time, there will be MAPC. Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan Pelajar kali ke-3. I'm just an 'AJK Buku Program' <- and="" but="" co-curricular="" english.="" focus="" had="" i="" in="" it="" lazy="" marks.="" more="" my="" need="" on="" p="" pbs="" s="" settled="" student="" to="" too="" translate="" work="">
7. Right now at FB, my older brother played tricks at me.... Hahaha! Super hilarious!! Miss you bro!
P/s: Tengah bengang terkena perangai abang. Tapi lawak giler.... Hahahaha! Only those who have my FB knows.... :P
So, I see you soon~~
BTW, I have new laptop u c... That's why I felt like typing here... Jahatnye niat! Hehu~~
Salam.
I'm sorry for being lazy... Hehe....
Again, update... I hate this word.... I know maybe some of you hate it too.... Kiter geng! Haha!
Currently I'm a home. Reading all the posts that I had put here. Trying to make up my mind either to put my picture on rather than this cartoon thingy... Hehu....
Well, after this post I'll put mine on. Pronto!
Hm...
So many things happen nowadays.
1. Just finished PMR right? I replaced my friend as 'Pengawas PMR' because she had been transferred to Kuching. Lucky her. Now she is near her husband and in two months time they will have their first baby. I miss you so much dear. Dah bersalin nanti insyaAllah I'll visit her if God permits.
2. Buying too many tickets in one go. Wu.... For Aidiladha, I accidentally bought two tickets. One from MAS and one from AA. How did I do it? You don't wanna know..... hu~ So, my friend advised me to put the MAS as an open ticket. I'll do it tomorrow. I hope I can make it because I have extra class with 4A.
3. Loving my new car so much. I try to take care of it but somehow it always become dirty. There was once I tried to wash it myself. Even though satisfied, I spend more than 2 hours on it! Fully exhausted but felt accomplished.
4. My friends and I talk about things we want to do during the end year holiday. I know I don't have many skills. I'm thinking of learning how to make Baju Kurung this holiday but I know that maybe I won't do it... Haha.... Can you teach me?
5. My students said that I look prettier now. I jokingly answered that I'm a witch. Hahaha... The older I get, the prettier I'll be. Hahaha.. Dah tahap merepek la pulak. They just laugh at me. But I like it. :P
6. In one month time, there will be MAPC. Majlis Anugerah Kecemerlangan Pelajar kali ke-3. I'm just an 'AJK Buku Program' <- and="" but="" co-curricular="" english.="" focus="" had="" i="" in="" it="" lazy="" marks.="" more="" my="" need="" on="" p="" pbs="" s="" settled="" student="" to="" too="" translate="" work="">
7. Right now at FB, my older brother played tricks at me.... Hahaha! Super hilarious!! Miss you bro!
P/s: Tengah bengang terkena perangai abang. Tapi lawak giler.... Hahahaha! Only those who have my FB knows.... :P
So, I see you soon~~
BTW, I have new laptop u c... That's why I felt like typing here... Jahatnye niat! Hehu~~
Salam.
15 Mac 2013
Surprise... surprise....
Salam U ollssss~~~~
Hehu~~~~
I'm back....
Right now I'm super busy with marking the exam papers.... 150 scripts times 2.... 300 scripts! Yikes!
Next week are the last week of school before holiday comes and greet us... I seriously need to spend time with my family and also shopping!
Shopping for my camping that is....
What camping??
Its actually "Perkhemahan KRS & Badan Uniform NGO Peringkat Negeri Sarawak" in Serian this coming April.
I am one of the "Jurulatih Pengiring". I hope I will do well... I mean us..... Hehu~~~
I need to shop becoz my shoes are hideously unwearable....
There are other things that are also needed but I don't think I had to blab it all here rite....?
That's all. Need to go back to marking mood...
Bye u ollss.... ^_^
P/s: Miss my family so much!
Hehu~~~~
I'm back....
Right now I'm super busy with marking the exam papers.... 150 scripts times 2.... 300 scripts! Yikes!
Next week are the last week of school before holiday comes and greet us... I seriously need to spend time with my family and also shopping!
Shopping for my camping that is....
What camping??
Its actually "Perkhemahan KRS & Badan Uniform NGO Peringkat Negeri Sarawak" in Serian this coming April.
I am one of the "Jurulatih Pengiring". I hope I will do well... I mean us..... Hehu~~~
I need to shop becoz my shoes are hideously unwearable....
There are other things that are also needed but I don't think I had to blab it all here rite....?
That's all. Need to go back to marking mood...
Bye u ollss.... ^_^
P/s: Miss my family so much!
02 Mac 2013
Sorry~~~~
Dear u ollss~~~
I'm sorry for not updating my blog... and I've no excuse for it... Just extremely busy this past few days...
So, what's up??
Well, to tell you the truth, too many things are happening this Jan and Feb... I really hope March will bring more positive aura to it... hehu....
Right now I'm a bit busy with KRS marching competition... I really hope our school would win because they had practice and practice even though its quite hot this couple few days.
The commitment students are showing really move me. If they commit themselves like this, I think there would be no doubt that they can succeed in life. If God permits... Insyaa Allah.
Today for KRS practice, they try on the green 'tudung'. Mind you, 90% of them are non-muslim but they wanted to be uniform so they decided to wear it. Its quite funny when I help them trying on the 'tudung'. Some of them are laughing because they never wear one before and some of them felt ticklish when they try to put it on. When the commandant give orders, they became a bit blurred because they are still not used in wearing the 'tudung'. Its better if they get used now then later on during the competition. Hu~~~~
I am teaching form 1, 2 and 4 this year... Never teach form 1 before so the teaching is quite different than the upper form.
Owh, I forgot. Form 1 means students who are 13 years old. Form 2 (14y.o) and Form 4 (16 y.o)...
mentioning it because maybe some of you do not know.
I am also a class teacher of Form 1... The noisiest and naughtiest class..... (what am I getting into?????) Hahahaa.....
I hope they will learn how to behave with my guidance. Insyaa Allah... Pray for me will you?? :)
Owh!! I forgot... Year 2013~~~ My wishlist.... Hm.... Hm....
I wish that I will do a better job this year....
I wish I will be a better teacher...
I wish I will be a better friend....
I wish I will be a better daughter...
I wish I will be a better sister....
I wish I will be a better muslimah....
I know God loves me, that's why HE did not take my life yet during the accident. I know God have a plan for me, I have Faith....
P/s: I wish I will find my knight in shining armor.... Lalala~~~
15 November 2012
Another update! Update!
Salam u ollss~~~
How are you?? Fine thank you??? (Macam x pandai BI je kan :P)
So, there was a lot happened to me between my last post and now... I can't really explained all of it but I'll keep it simple~ So enjoy~~~
Update!
1. When going back 2 Bintulu, there was tons of things to settle before I can have my peace of mind.... So right now its settled already. Yahoo!
2. My shoulder still hurts but not so much so Alhamdulillah~~
3. I'm at KL now. Back to my home sweet home~
4. Happy Deepavali to all my Hindus friends. Have a happy holiday!
5. Happy Awal Muharam to all my friends! Its a beginning of a new year. Open a new book. May we be better than before. Amin.
6. I book myself a new car. YES! A NEW Car! YEYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! My very first car that is actually mine! What kind of car? A Perodua MYvi SE 1.5~~ Color??? Of coz PURPLE~~~~~
7. I also bought myself a PB. Its a corset actually.... Premium Beautiful corset. I'll explain later on in my next post. :P
8. More than 5 of my friends had invited me to come to their wedding! Oh my~~~ What am I going to do????
That's all for now.... :)
P/s: New year and new wishes! Hm..... Old wishes still not being fulfilled~~~ OMG~~~
How are you?? Fine thank you??? (Macam x pandai BI je kan :P)
So, there was a lot happened to me between my last post and now... I can't really explained all of it but I'll keep it simple~ So enjoy~~~
Update!
1. When going back 2 Bintulu, there was tons of things to settle before I can have my peace of mind.... So right now its settled already. Yahoo!
2. My shoulder still hurts but not so much so Alhamdulillah~~
3. I'm at KL now. Back to my home sweet home~
4. Happy Deepavali to all my Hindus friends. Have a happy holiday!
5. Happy Awal Muharam to all my friends! Its a beginning of a new year. Open a new book. May we be better than before. Amin.
6. I book myself a new car. YES! A NEW Car! YEYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!! My very first car that is actually mine! What kind of car? A Perodua MYvi SE 1.5~~ Color??? Of coz PURPLE~~~~~
7. I also bought myself a PB. Its a corset actually.... Premium Beautiful corset. I'll explain later on in my next post. :P
8. More than 5 of my friends had invited me to come to their wedding! Oh my~~~ What am I going to do????
That's all for now.... :)
P/s: New year and new wishes! Hm..... Old wishes still not being fulfilled~~~ OMG~~~
30 Oktober 2012
Trippin' y'all~~
Salam u olls~~~
Have you embarrassed yourself in front of other people? In front of strangers??
Well...
Today I have.... and its really embarrassing plus hurts plus weird~~~
Hehe.. Y??
Its embarrassing cos' it happened at Bintulu airport. After the arrival, we had to climb up a few stairs and at the last stair I trip! I TRIP!
It really hurts me a lot cos' I try to stop my fall with my right hand where I had the shoulder injury....
I try not to scream because I don't want others to be startled... Then I hurried walking up the stairs as if its nothing... Huhu~~
It felt weird because seconds before I trip, I actually said to myself better not to trip on this stairs and bam! I trip... Mulut masin ke??? (In Malay, mulut masin literally means salty mouth but the actual meaning was someone who after his/her talk about something, it will really happen!)
Hu~~~ So I'm trippin' y'all~~~ Hehehe
P/s: R u trippin'? Hehe~
Have you embarrassed yourself in front of other people? In front of strangers??
Well...
Today I have.... and its really embarrassing plus hurts plus weird~~~
Hehe.. Y??
Its embarrassing cos' it happened at Bintulu airport. After the arrival, we had to climb up a few stairs and at the last stair I trip! I TRIP!
It really hurts me a lot cos' I try to stop my fall with my right hand where I had the shoulder injury....
I try not to scream because I don't want others to be startled... Then I hurried walking up the stairs as if its nothing... Huhu~~
It felt weird because seconds before I trip, I actually said to myself better not to trip on this stairs and bam! I trip... Mulut masin ke??? (In Malay, mulut masin literally means salty mouth but the actual meaning was someone who after his/her talk about something, it will really happen!)
Hu~~~ So I'm trippin' y'all~~~ Hehehe
P/s: R u trippin'? Hehe~
Finally~~
Salam u olls~~~
Finally I'm back in Bintulu~~ Land of oils~~~~ Huhuhu
Start working again this coming Thursday so I hope I am well enough for it...
So many things to do but so little time.
I hope I can do well~~~ Lalalala~~~ ( a little bit 'weng'~~)
I've stated earlier that I want to change my blog's layout but... I can't come out with a beautiful color other than purple so... I'm stick with this layout for the time being... Hehu~
Today while walking into the LCCT airport, I buy myself an ice-cream~~~ Oreo Mcflurry that is... So yummy~~~
While walking around eating the ice-cream, there was one person trying to sell me a book.... Then I remembered something.... My mum said, not to talk to strangers.... Huhuu... So I just wave him away....
Then while I'm still walking around eating ice-cream, the same person came near me and try to sell the book again and I wave him away....
Is it because I'm alone, that's why he's trying his luck with me?? I don't have the answer. He does rite??
P/s: I miss my lil bro~~~~
Finally I'm back in Bintulu~~ Land of oils~~~~ Huhuhu
Start working again this coming Thursday so I hope I am well enough for it...
So many things to do but so little time.
I hope I can do well~~~ Lalalala~~~ ( a little bit 'weng'~~)
I've stated earlier that I want to change my blog's layout but... I can't come out with a beautiful color other than purple so... I'm stick with this layout for the time being... Hehu~
Today while walking into the LCCT airport, I buy myself an ice-cream~~~ Oreo Mcflurry that is... So yummy~~~
While walking around eating the ice-cream, there was one person trying to sell me a book.... Then I remembered something.... My mum said, not to talk to strangers.... Huhuu... So I just wave him away....
Then while I'm still walking around eating ice-cream, the same person came near me and try to sell the book again and I wave him away....
Is it because I'm alone, that's why he's trying his luck with me?? I don't have the answer. He does rite??
P/s: I miss my lil bro~~~~
29 Oktober 2012
V.I.P
Salam u olls~~~
Its kind of unfair for me if I don't mention about Big Bang~~~
Not the Big Bang Theory....
But the Korean singers where their group name's are Big Bang!
They had concert here last Saturday... I'm sorry I don't go to their concert coz... you see.... I am not in a good condition.... Wa~~~~~~~
I hope they come to Malaysia again after this and I promise myself that I'll go... If God permits.....
My fave among them?? Of coz G-Dragon~~~ The leader~~~ Don't ask me why coz I won't tell... Hehu~~~~
P/s: I am one of your V.I.Ps~~~~
Its kind of unfair for me if I don't mention about Big Bang~~~
Not the Big Bang Theory....
But the Korean singers where their group name's are Big Bang!
They had concert here last Saturday... I'm sorry I don't go to their concert coz... you see.... I am not in a good condition.... Wa~~~~~~~
I hope they come to Malaysia again after this and I promise myself that I'll go... If God permits.....
My fave among them?? Of coz G-Dragon~~~ The leader~~~ Don't ask me why coz I won't tell... Hehu~~~~
P/s: I am one of your V.I.Ps~~~~
28 Oktober 2012
Bored
Salam u olls....
I think I want to change the face of this blogs...
New days so new hopes so new face blogs~~~ (did I just type it right???)
P/s: Colours~~~ From purple to???
I think I want to change the face of this blogs...
New days so new hopes so new face blogs~~~ (did I just type it right???)
P/s: Colours~~~ From purple to???
Going Back!
Salam u olls...
Well, as the title mentions above, I am going back to Bintulu tomorrow~~~ Yey~
Miss my students and colleague so much!
Even though I will only be working for 9 days and then the school holidays are coming BUT
I have a lot of works to be settled before I can really have a peace of mind~~~~ hehu....
I really hope I can settle everything before I go back to KL. Please pray for me....
P/s: Waiting 4 2morrow~~~~~~
Well, as the title mentions above, I am going back to Bintulu tomorrow~~~ Yey~
Miss my students and colleague so much!
Even though I will only be working for 9 days and then the school holidays are coming BUT
I have a lot of works to be settled before I can really have a peace of mind~~~~ hehu....
I really hope I can settle everything before I go back to KL. Please pray for me....
P/s: Waiting 4 2morrow~~~~~~
Thinking....
Salam u olls~~~ n_n
I'm getting better and better each day.... Alhamdulillah...
Spent all this time recovering and watching a lot of youtube vids...
Hehe...
Well, there's this one particular video in youtube that really get me thinking..
The title of the video is : Prisoners save officers life (MOST DARING)
Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_o_5v92_zE&feature=related
I won't tell you what actually happens in the vid, you really have to watch it yourself...
What makes me think is WHY did the prisoners help the police?
For me, I think its maybe because on how the police carry himself in front of the prisoners. Maybe he treated them with RESPECT, that is why they help him.
It really teach me something on how we treat others. If we want others to respect us, we must do the same. We can't force others to respect us. We must EARNED it... (well, I think I heard these line from somewhere, but I forgot from whom)...
P/s: Craving for some ice-cream~~~
I'm getting better and better each day.... Alhamdulillah...
Spent all this time recovering and watching a lot of youtube vids...
Hehe...
Well, there's this one particular video in youtube that really get me thinking..
The title of the video is : Prisoners save officers life (MOST DARING)
Here is the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_o_5v92_zE&feature=related
I won't tell you what actually happens in the vid, you really have to watch it yourself...
What makes me think is WHY did the prisoners help the police?
For me, I think its maybe because on how the police carry himself in front of the prisoners. Maybe he treated them with RESPECT, that is why they help him.
It really teach me something on how we treat others. If we want others to respect us, we must do the same. We can't force others to respect us. We must EARNED it... (well, I think I heard these line from somewhere, but I forgot from whom)...
P/s: Craving for some ice-cream~~~
12 Oktober 2012
Hair...
Salam u ollss....
A bit better nowadays....
For those who don't know, I got into an accident on 30 September 2012.
I got a concussion and shoulders injuries.
For me this is only a small injury compared to my other passengers.
Passenger 1: Blood clot on the head
Passenger 2: Broken both legs
Passenger 3:Hurt the neck, waist and one broken leg
Passenger 4:Inner body injuries (when accident happen, this person are thrown out of the car. )
I am still at home. Trying to recover. Trying to hold up my hand....
My head are still swollen from the concussion. When I try to feel my head, my hair falls... not one or two strings... but more than 10 each time. Sometimes I feel a little bit panic... because of my fallen hair.... But maybe its because of the injury on my head, that is why my hair falls.
I am becoming a little phobic when I am in a car. I am always thinking that someone will crash onto the car I'm in...
Sometimes, I will think about the accident.
About what I felt during that time. About how I can go unconscious a couple of time during the accident. About how we can prevent it. About how guilty I felt that day. About how I felt when my passenger crying out pain and I can't help them..... About how lucky all of us are to make it alive....So many things...
What I remembered most are after I regained conscious for the first time. I felt so peaceful but at the same time trying to remember why I am in the car and why the dashboard is near my chest. I heard my passengers are breathing heavily and one of them are saying that she's feeling very painful. I try to soothe her by saying that help will come. Then, I tried to push the dashboard away when I felt my shoulders hurt so much that I became unconscious again.
Alhamdulillah... Thank god that everyone are safe and sound.
Alhamdulillah for all the help that other gave to us...
Alhamdulillah for giving me a caring father and mother.
My father flew to Bintulu when he heard about the accident. When I was discharge from the hospital, he took care of me... took care of my every needs. I knew he was very tired with his work and then having to take care of me... without any complaint. I can't ask for a better father.
When we flew back to KL, my mum took care of me. Make me a Nescafe that I love. (She never make it for me ever since I am in secondary school...) Reminded me when I forgot to eat my medicine... Everything... I can't ask for a better mother...
I can't even ask for a better lil' bro... He would do anything that I ask him to. He said that before this he got into accident and now its his turn to help me. I feel very blessed.
Alhamdulillah. Thank god for giving me a blessed family.
P/s: Always worrying about all the passengers. Please pray with me for their health. Hoping that they will get well soon. Guilty feelings never left me.
A bit better nowadays....
For those who don't know, I got into an accident on 30 September 2012.
I got a concussion and shoulders injuries.
For me this is only a small injury compared to my other passengers.
Passenger 1: Blood clot on the head
Passenger 2: Broken both legs
Passenger 3:Hurt the neck, waist and one broken leg
Passenger 4:Inner body injuries (when accident happen, this person are thrown out of the car. )
I am still at home. Trying to recover. Trying to hold up my hand....
My head are still swollen from the concussion. When I try to feel my head, my hair falls... not one or two strings... but more than 10 each time. Sometimes I feel a little bit panic... because of my fallen hair.... But maybe its because of the injury on my head, that is why my hair falls.
I am becoming a little phobic when I am in a car. I am always thinking that someone will crash onto the car I'm in...
Sometimes, I will think about the accident.
About what I felt during that time. About how I can go unconscious a couple of time during the accident. About how we can prevent it. About how guilty I felt that day. About how I felt when my passenger crying out pain and I can't help them..... About how lucky all of us are to make it alive....So many things...
What I remembered most are after I regained conscious for the first time. I felt so peaceful but at the same time trying to remember why I am in the car and why the dashboard is near my chest. I heard my passengers are breathing heavily and one of them are saying that she's feeling very painful. I try to soothe her by saying that help will come. Then, I tried to push the dashboard away when I felt my shoulders hurt so much that I became unconscious again.
Alhamdulillah... Thank god that everyone are safe and sound.
Alhamdulillah for all the help that other gave to us...
Alhamdulillah for giving me a caring father and mother.
My father flew to Bintulu when he heard about the accident. When I was discharge from the hospital, he took care of me... took care of my every needs. I knew he was very tired with his work and then having to take care of me... without any complaint. I can't ask for a better father.
When we flew back to KL, my mum took care of me. Make me a Nescafe that I love. (She never make it for me ever since I am in secondary school...) Reminded me when I forgot to eat my medicine... Everything... I can't ask for a better mother...
I can't even ask for a better lil' bro... He would do anything that I ask him to. He said that before this he got into accident and now its his turn to help me. I feel very blessed.
Alhamdulillah. Thank god for giving me a blessed family.
P/s: Always worrying about all the passengers. Please pray with me for their health. Hoping that they will get well soon. Guilty feelings never left me.
03 Oktober 2012
I Got Into An Accident
Salam....
No mood to type "u olls"....
I got into an accident. Cant move my hand a lot.
A pict can give u thousand meanings rite.
This is the car that I drive.
Please pray with me.... for the health of all the passangers.
I feel very guilty even if it not my fault.
24 September 2012
Warning!! Don't wink at a baby while eating ice-cream......!
Salam u olls.... :p
I think its been a long time since I wrote on this blog....
So, when u look at the title.... what can you think of??
Well, actually its about me wandering around at a shopping complex after I've had my meeting at a nearby school.
I already told you that I like ice-cream so much. Hence, I went to buy it in the shopping complex. Then, I sat in front of a fast food restaurant there.
And then I saw him.
The most beautiful and cuteeeeeee baby boy facing me on the opposite site of the sitting area on that
fast food restaurant.
He just stared at me... looking at me.... while I ate my delicious and sweet~~~~ ice-cream with his so cute and beautiful eyes....
I can't resist it.
I wink at him while eating my ice-cream.
Suddenly, a bomb went off!
That baby boy start throwing tantrum while pointing at me. I can only understand the word ice-cream cause most of his language are either ice-cream, baby talk and a little bit of Mandarin.
I was shocked. I look at his mother and gave an apologetic smile.
I know that baby want my ice-cream... yes you do... but its mine! Huhuhuhuhu...
I quickly finished eating my ice-cream and walk away.
Hu~~~
P/s: Think before you wink. Hehe....
I think its been a long time since I wrote on this blog....
So, when u look at the title.... what can you think of??
Well, actually its about me wandering around at a shopping complex after I've had my meeting at a nearby school.
I already told you that I like ice-cream so much. Hence, I went to buy it in the shopping complex. Then, I sat in front of a fast food restaurant there.
And then I saw him.
The most beautiful and cuteeeeeee baby boy facing me on the opposite site of the sitting area on that
fast food restaurant.
He just stared at me... looking at me.... while I ate my delicious and sweet~~~~ ice-cream with his so cute and beautiful eyes....
I can't resist it.
I wink at him while eating my ice-cream.
Suddenly, a bomb went off!
That baby boy start throwing tantrum while pointing at me. I can only understand the word ice-cream cause most of his language are either ice-cream, baby talk and a little bit of Mandarin.
I was shocked. I look at his mother and gave an apologetic smile.
I know that baby want my ice-cream... yes you do... but its mine! Huhuhuhuhu...
I quickly finished eating my ice-cream and walk away.
Hu~~~
P/s: Think before you wink. Hehe....
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